Writings by Me (After Feb 05)

There are many journal entries, poems, essays, etc. that came out of me after Jeremy passed away. In time, I will share some more of them.

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One Month Later
I typed this up in a field exercise. I had all my gear on and was supposed to be training. Pretend attacks... and there I was pretending to work on something on the field laptop. After I wrote this... MOP 4... I remember I had my gas mask on and it had been such a long time. I know because I had been crying and I had to open my mask when no one was looking to let my tears out. I was tired from the work and from crying that as we sat there "standing by" I sat there in a day dream with my eyes closed. I felt good because this was the first time I let it out. This is what I wrote one month later... (And I know I was out of it because I wrote the wrong date! So even though I typed 6 Mar... I think it really was 4 Mar.)

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